Monday, November 7, 2016

Cuckold E-Mail.

Little cocky,
Here are some things about cuckoldry that turn me on the most....
You washing me.
You massaging me.
You tending to my needs/wants/desires.
You giving me oral service.
Going out with other men on dates.
Telling you about a date.
Telling you about a cock I just fucked.
 Bringing you home little "gifts" (as in his used condom).
You cleaning me up. Making you watch or listen to me getting fucked.
Making you wait while on my dates.
I thoroughly enjoy watching you beat away at your little dicky and talking to you while you do it.
I still can smell you, and the lotion you used, and I love it.
In my past experience, when a man offered to give me a massage, it lasted 30 seconds before he had to get to the next part.
No man has been willing to do something until I felt I had enough.
The way you make me feel is indescribable maybe the word is irresistible, or special.
I never felt in charge of my love life until before you.
I feel like after a whole life of not allowing my sexuality to develop, I've finished "coming out". Because with you, it's safe. I love my small-dicked oral submissive cuckold husband. :)

Bull Hunting....

I’ve never been one for typical dating scenes, I like to enjoy a man on my terms. Cuckoldry works well for me, because I have the wonderful attentive man ready to serve and please me, and I have “toys” to play with. I share what’s inside my heart and mind with my love, and share, well, what’s inside with the studs. As I've written in the past, finding the right bull is difficult. One of the times I cuckolded Cocky, the bull was quite comfortable with the scene, and he did have a marvelous erection, and fucked me well, but for a few other reasons I didn’t feel the need to call him back.

One, he stuck his tongue in my ear, and kept trying to do so. This is not the first time a man has done this, and I would like to have a word with whoever encouraged them to start. Sure, there may be a few women out there that enjoy such things, but I for one think it’s awful. Kissing of any kind can turn out that way, if the man is wet and sloppy in his kissing technique, I want no more from him. There is only one part of me that you should give wet kisses to. :)

Two, a few days after our fun encounter, he started sending me messages saying he wanted me to come over and suck his dick. I declined politely. I thought that even if he intends to fuck me, he never made any mention of it. So if I go, and get nothing out of it but a dick in my mouth, I can only blame myself for my sexual frustration.

When you add in the fact that he barely wet the inside of the condom, good-bye. How am I to train my little Cocky how to lick up a superior man’s sperm when there’s no sperm? The tongue in the ear was bad, but easily avoided, but the “give me a blow-job” attitude is not a quality I want in a bull, nor do I want to spend time explaining to them what this is about, and the lack of sperm I can do nothing about.

You wouldn’t believe some of the replies to my ads I get from “wanna-bulls”. One told me he would take off his socks and stuff one in my cuckold’s mouth to keep him quiet. I know some cucks out there do desire such treatment, but I am one for complete female empowerment. In other words, I am the one who humiliates my little Cocky, I am the one who demands things of him, I am the focus and the center of it all. The men will have their pleasure, just from my sharing my body with them. I am not their toy, my bull is a flesh and bone live dildo, and my cuckold is there to love me and please me with his mouth.

So, I went on a very serious quest for a great bull or bulls that I can fuck regularly, and next week, I’m meeting two potentials…..

Ruined Orgasms.


A cuckold with no pleasure is an anxious and very obedient husband. On the one hand this is very beneficial for you. He will endlessly think that "today" is the day that he will be allowed a lovely little orgasm and if he is REALLY lucky, it just might be inside you. He should be so lucky. :)

The other side is that you want to make sure you keep his full attention. If he was forced to go to many days with out an ejaculation he can become listless, or even kind of cranky and difficult.
In some cases punishment may be in order but in others its not fair to him. He deserves a reward for being so loyal and taking care of your needs.

However, one aspect I love about this is his not knowing when he will be allowed a real and true orgasm. I often "ruin" it. This can be done in several ways but the whole idea is that at that crucial moment, when his pleasure level can get no higher, when his balls are contracting and his sperm is at the brink of erupting, you either "stop or pull" away.


If you are masturbating him by hand, right when his ejaculation begins you can either squeeze so hard it stops, or if you have allowed him inside, you climb off or pull away.

I prefer to be on top when doing this but it can work in any position. If on top when he moans and freezes up I simply climb off and let his penis flop back on his stomach. If he is on top or behind (rare) I will squirm out from under him or just pull away.

If its the squeeze method, I will simply grip very hard right beneath the head on his shaft and hold until the "feeling" has gone away.

In either case some sperm will leak out but the "explosion" he is anticipating and is desperate to have will be lost. He may try to grab his penis and stroke it a few last times trying to recapture that feeling but a well placed spank on his balls will stop that.

There is nothing quite like the look on his face when he realizes what is happening. This also can serve another purpose as since he was not allowed to empty his testicles, he is still aroused. I always make sure and put that sexual energy to good use. :)

Reposting the Posts that were Posted.

{Since Goggle unceremoniously deleted my other blogs some time back, but as I had everything backed up, I may repost some of those ranting missives again here.}


Top Signs You May Be A Cuckold.

1) You find fresh flowers and chocolates, that you didn't buy.
2) She develops an interest in ankle bracelets with odd insignias.
3) A regularly deleted computer history.
4) Undeleted computer history with some very odd and telling URLs.
5) You find extra large condoms in your home and you wear a small.
6) You find condoms in your home, you had a vasectomy years ago.
7) You come home to find empty condom wrappers in the trash can.
8) You come home and find used condoms in the trash can.
9) She tells you she's "late" and you had a vasectomy years ago.
10) Bedroom smells like a brothel, you've been denied for months.
11) A sudden increase in "girls night out".
12) Strange phone calls late at night, hang ups when you answer.
13) An odd "wet spot" on your bed. On your side.
14) She showers after "girls nights out", before coming to bed.
15) When making love, its hard to "feel" yourself inside her.
16) You notice odd stains and odors on her panties.
17) Come stains on the couch, bed spread, her hair, or skirt.
18) She comes home and kisses you, expels his come into your mouth.
19) When she sits on your face and his come oozes into your mouth.
20) Last but not least, when she orders you to suck him hard for her, then to assist by inserting his penis inside her.
If you haven't figured it out by now buddy, you are a cuckold. :)