Sunday, December 11, 2016
What Cheating on My Boyfriend (Again and Again) Taught Me About Monogamy.
Some people may find this article interesting....I know I did. :)
Saturday, December 10, 2016
Gay men Kissing....and Random stuff.
Gay men kissing in the 60s.
And yet...for some reason the world did not blow up. :)
Forced Bisexual Acts.
I've written about this before, but as people keep asking me my opinion on "forcing" a submissive male and/or a cuckold to perform orally on another male, or other types of humiliating sex acts, I will revisit it again.
I've always viewed this sort of activity as something that falls under the title (my title....its not official) of an "oral submissive" rather than gay man or bisexual etc. The submissive men, in their willingness to please their Mistress or Domme or wife (whatever the case may be) will suck a dick, or lick his balls, maybe even clean up any mess left over from both her and him (meaning a lover a la cuckold should that be the case) does so to be obedient and to make her happy.
For straight men (in our messed up society) engaging in anything considered homosexual is a major threat to his ego, pride and masculinity....at least in the eyes of some.....and of course for many guilt. Being ordered to do this circumvents those feelings somewhat as his desire to please Her (and Her deviant and perverted sadistic wishes) overrides his aversion to having that manly dick explode in his mouth. He "has" to do it rather than openly "wanting" to do it. If this type of sub were gay or bi, he would seek out those sexually superior dicks of his own volition.....and a dominant female wouldn't even be in the picture. Of course I advocate strict corporal punishment through spanking and caning (and others) to help "encourage" him to fully comply if he's being difficult. :)
I've always viewed this sort of activity as something that falls under the title (my title....its not official) of an "oral submissive" rather than gay man or bisexual etc. The submissive men, in their willingness to please their Mistress or Domme or wife (whatever the case may be) will suck a dick, or lick his balls, maybe even clean up any mess left over from both her and him (meaning a lover a la cuckold should that be the case) does so to be obedient and to make her happy.
For straight men (in our messed up society) engaging in anything considered homosexual is a major threat to his ego, pride and masculinity....at least in the eyes of some.....and of course for many guilt. Being ordered to do this circumvents those feelings somewhat as his desire to please Her (and Her deviant and perverted sadistic wishes) overrides his aversion to having that manly dick explode in his mouth. He "has" to do it rather than openly "wanting" to do it. If this type of sub were gay or bi, he would seek out those sexually superior dicks of his own volition.....and a dominant female wouldn't even be in the picture. Of course I advocate strict corporal punishment through spanking and caning (and others) to help "encourage" him to fully comply if he's being difficult. :)
Censorship 2.0
There seems to be a new round of censorship happening in the USA and UK. The UK has some nonsense going on with having to opt in to be able to view adult content apparently. Trump has (in the past) made several negative statements about adult entertainment. Now he's sucking up to some of the religious right and vice-versa, which is not a good sign. Plus his statements about wanting to change laws so he could sue the media that prints negative stories about him.
Here in the US however this is what's transpired the last few years:
Wordpress killed all blogs that had sexual content or graphic photos.
Google + kills any profile that has the same.
Google owned Blogger killed blogs that had adult related affiliate links.
Yahoo bought Tumblr and seems to have somewhat disabled the key word search for adult content.
Yahoo did the same years ago with their Yahoo Groups.
Slightly different issue but along the same lines is how VISA and MasterCard charge between $500 and $1000 per year for any website that has "adult content" on it but they ONLY charge this to American based webmasters. This came about during the horribly oppressive Bush years. I guess all other countries told VISA and MC to fuck off as their webmasters are not subjected to the same fee's.
Now Amazon has some bizarre scheme where they are targeting authors that have adult related books, deactivating the purchase icon, sending those books back to "draft" status and providing a link to what their content policy is.
What I find insane is "Offensive Content: What we deem offensive is probably about what you would expect". According to which person? I mean if we aren't talking bestiality here, nor rape, no underage, no pedophilia, no necrophilia, nothing nonconsensual, what are we referring to and by whose standards? The Pope? Hugh Hefner?
I don't do the tin foil, black helicopter, New World Order paranoid conspiracy theory type thing. At the same time its very odd how so quickly so many companies......that made billions off of adult content.....suddenly all want to censor it.
I recently had one of my books sent back to draft status...meaning cancelled as there is no way to ever figure out what Amazons issue with it is....and they won't tell you. Cuckold Journal: Wet Options: Cuckold Letters II The Married Years is actually one of my "tamer" books so for all I know within the next few days or months all of my books might have been removed from Amazon.....by Amazon.
So, if books are being removed, blogs are being killed, major search engines are setting algorithms to ignore adult content, just wondering how far off we are from book burnings.......a resurgence of the religious right in political power.......with witch burnings soon to follow. :)
Here in the US however this is what's transpired the last few years:
Wordpress killed all blogs that had sexual content or graphic photos.
Google + kills any profile that has the same.
Google owned Blogger killed blogs that had adult related affiliate links.
Yahoo bought Tumblr and seems to have somewhat disabled the key word search for adult content.
Yahoo did the same years ago with their Yahoo Groups.
Slightly different issue but along the same lines is how VISA and MasterCard charge between $500 and $1000 per year for any website that has "adult content" on it but they ONLY charge this to American based webmasters. This came about during the horribly oppressive Bush years. I guess all other countries told VISA and MC to fuck off as their webmasters are not subjected to the same fee's.
Now Amazon has some bizarre scheme where they are targeting authors that have adult related books, deactivating the purchase icon, sending those books back to "draft" status and providing a link to what their content policy is.
What I find insane is "Offensive Content: What we deem offensive is probably about what you would expect". According to which person? I mean if we aren't talking bestiality here, nor rape, no underage, no pedophilia, no necrophilia, nothing nonconsensual, what are we referring to and by whose standards? The Pope? Hugh Hefner?
I don't do the tin foil, black helicopter, New World Order paranoid conspiracy theory type thing. At the same time its very odd how so quickly so many companies......that made billions off of adult content.....suddenly all want to censor it.
I recently had one of my books sent back to draft status...meaning cancelled as there is no way to ever figure out what Amazons issue with it is....and they won't tell you. Cuckold Journal: Wet Options: Cuckold Letters II The Married Years is actually one of my "tamer" books so for all I know within the next few days or months all of my books might have been removed from Amazon.....by Amazon.
So, if books are being removed, blogs are being killed, major search engines are setting algorithms to ignore adult content, just wondering how far off we are from book burnings.......a resurgence of the religious right in political power.......with witch burnings soon to follow. :)
Bulls - Cocks - Garden Hoses. :)
{As Google, without warning deleted my old blogs, I'm reposting some posts I wrote in the past that were stored elsewhere. For those that may have read them before, mea culpa for the redundancy and pleas just ignore. For those that have not read them....they may (or may not) be enjoyable to read. :) }
So earlier I was outside playing with my puppies (actually none of them are truly puppies but its just what I call them). Anyway, I was scrubbing out and refilling their water dishes and had one of those moments that starts out innocently enough and ends up perverted. I know, I know.......I have so many of them and no doubt a shrink would say I have hyper-sexuality probably as a result of bipolar or something, but what the hell do I care. :)
Anyhow, when I turned the hose on it.....I guess it had air in it so it would glug for a second, then stop, then spew out some water, glug/pause again and so on. Obviously, I mean......I don't know what a normal person would think of, but with me, obviously it reminded me of a penis ejaculating. Which in turn reminded me of one lover....well almost a lover, I gave him a hand job twice and we sort of fooled around a bit but never actually had sex, so a partial lover I suppose. My point was that he was one of those guys that just seemed to come and come and its like his balls never emptied as sperm shot out and shot out in a never ending series of spraying and glugging and.......you see where this is going right? The garden hose set it off.
The reason that Paul never became a full on lover/Bull of mine was his aversion to some aspects of the cuckold relationship I have with my submissive husband and some of my expectations. Now, contrary to all these stories I see online about Bulls that are so easily available with no compunction at being in the same room with, or being watched by, or interacting with, or even being touched by, blown by or fluffed up by another man, I don't find those guys. In fact, most of the guys I come across as lovers or potential lovers are....not borderline homophobic, but simply insanely heterosexual.
Like for example, I run an ad, get inundated with replies, I start culling through them, vetting the various.....applicants? Bull applicants? Cock applicants? Whatever.......and their initial enthusiasm seems to quell or diminish when we start discussing the actual details. Most are just seriously uncomfortable being watched from around the corner, or across the room by another man. Even though its at my request, and the man is my submissive cuckold husband, most are still opposed to the notion when they really start thinking about it. More so if anything else is suggested. I've mentioned this before I think, but at a few points in time I've even considered running and ad looking exclusively for a bisexual male to satisfy a few of my more sadistically inclined humiliating plans for my husband. That however, raises a whole host of other complications.
Anyhow, back to Paul and the challenge of having him become a lover.......he's one of those that didn't even want to know that my husband would be in the same house, much less in the same bedroom. So, after our first meeting which was a coffee date one evening and my giving him a hand-job in the car, and then a repeat of the same about a week or so later, I told him that unless he was willing to commit to going further along the lines of what I enjoy I didn't really see the point in our continuing this as it was leaving more sexually frustrated than before....which is not my goal here.
My goal is my being sexually satisfied, the tease and denial goes one way.....from me to my cuckold....not from anyone to me. I understood his aversion so it was no problem, but he still wants to meet me for "coffee" and contacts me every few days but......no thanks.
Yea, I know this post is rambling and all over the place. I'm probably over caffeinated again, lol. My whole point....yes we are finally there ladies and gentleman......is the things, the horribly humiliating and nasty disgusting things I would have loved to do with Paul's endlessly large loads of sperm, sort of thick and gloppy.....the type that would be very, very, very hard for a cuckold to lick up and try to choke down without gagging would have been fun for me. :)
So earlier I was outside playing with my puppies (actually none of them are truly puppies but its just what I call them). Anyway, I was scrubbing out and refilling their water dishes and had one of those moments that starts out innocently enough and ends up perverted. I know, I know.......I have so many of them and no doubt a shrink would say I have hyper-sexuality probably as a result of bipolar or something, but what the hell do I care. :)
Anyhow, when I turned the hose on it.....I guess it had air in it so it would glug for a second, then stop, then spew out some water, glug/pause again and so on. Obviously, I mean......I don't know what a normal person would think of, but with me, obviously it reminded me of a penis ejaculating. Which in turn reminded me of one lover....well almost a lover, I gave him a hand job twice and we sort of fooled around a bit but never actually had sex, so a partial lover I suppose. My point was that he was one of those guys that just seemed to come and come and its like his balls never emptied as sperm shot out and shot out in a never ending series of spraying and glugging and.......you see where this is going right? The garden hose set it off.
The reason that Paul never became a full on lover/Bull of mine was his aversion to some aspects of the cuckold relationship I have with my submissive husband and some of my expectations. Now, contrary to all these stories I see online about Bulls that are so easily available with no compunction at being in the same room with, or being watched by, or interacting with, or even being touched by, blown by or fluffed up by another man, I don't find those guys. In fact, most of the guys I come across as lovers or potential lovers are....not borderline homophobic, but simply insanely heterosexual.
Like for example, I run an ad, get inundated with replies, I start culling through them, vetting the various.....applicants? Bull applicants? Cock applicants? Whatever.......and their initial enthusiasm seems to quell or diminish when we start discussing the actual details. Most are just seriously uncomfortable being watched from around the corner, or across the room by another man. Even though its at my request, and the man is my submissive cuckold husband, most are still opposed to the notion when they really start thinking about it. More so if anything else is suggested. I've mentioned this before I think, but at a few points in time I've even considered running and ad looking exclusively for a bisexual male to satisfy a few of my more sadistically inclined humiliating plans for my husband. That however, raises a whole host of other complications.
Anyhow, back to Paul and the challenge of having him become a lover.......he's one of those that didn't even want to know that my husband would be in the same house, much less in the same bedroom. So, after our first meeting which was a coffee date one evening and my giving him a hand-job in the car, and then a repeat of the same about a week or so later, I told him that unless he was willing to commit to going further along the lines of what I enjoy I didn't really see the point in our continuing this as it was leaving more sexually frustrated than before....which is not my goal here.
My goal is my being sexually satisfied, the tease and denial goes one way.....from me to my cuckold....not from anyone to me. I understood his aversion so it was no problem, but he still wants to meet me for "coffee" and contacts me every few days but......no thanks.
Yea, I know this post is rambling and all over the place. I'm probably over caffeinated again, lol. My whole point....yes we are finally there ladies and gentleman......is the things, the horribly humiliating and nasty disgusting things I would have loved to do with Paul's endlessly large loads of sperm, sort of thick and gloppy.....the type that would be very, very, very hard for a cuckold to lick up and try to choke down without gagging would have been fun for me. :)
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