Big Vagina Ladies. Golden Showers. Random Asinine Idiocy. :)

What "Subspace" Is.

Its the confluence of being with the right person, the right setting, where the atmosphere, the tone, the ambiance, mood music, temperature and other variables such as that, meld with the "right" (right being unique to the individual) combination of sensations, pain, humiliation, pleasure, hedonistic effects, dopamine, endorphins, adrenaline, and other body chemicals, sexual arousal, heightened state of awareness, where one "opens their mind" and at the same time "closes their mind" and "Boom Shakalaka"....sub space. Or something like that. :) 

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I see posts about "unwilling or unsuspecting" cuckolds on forums. From a terminological exactitude standpoint, definitively speaking, historically and in many/most cases currently, *all* cuckolds are/were unwilling or unsuspecting. That some online people sort of tried to *change* the definition into one meaning something akin to swinging is unfortunate, as that removes a crucial element from the entire dynamic for women like me...whose husband matches that. :)

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Why Conservative Men may be attracted to Cuckolding, according to Kink Researcher.

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Small Dicks versus Big Vaginas. The following stupidity...is from "Curb Your Enthusiasm" wherein there is a question/debate whether or not Jeff has a small dick, or his girlfriend has a big vagina. (Part of 2 and 3 are repeated...only clips I could find.)   :)

 

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FSC Declares Victory in Long-Running 2257 Legal Battle. 

Short version of "2257" is...during the insane Bush years, spineless bitch and religious fundamentalist jackass John Ashcroft, capitulating to pressure from the Christian Theocrat wannabes, created laws that virtually *no* adult content producers could comply with, with the hopes of driving them out of business, since the unpatriotic dicks can't control what you, as an adult, read or view due to that pesky little thing called...The Bill of Rights, which assures free speech, including and especially so called "offensive" speech. Anyway, after nearly 20 years, a gazillion wasted tax payer dollars, numerous lawsuits, an enormous number of lawsuits, all kinds of fear and anxiety on the side of both big and small time "porn" site owners, with some spending a fortune on lawyers, others closing their sites out of anxiety and fear, the courts ruled that it is....not constitutional.  

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The “Law of Urination” states nearly all mammals (including humans) empty their bladders over nearly constant duration of average 21 seconds. Why then, pray tell...has no one ever made a Golden Shower porn flick titled something like..."21 Seconds of Gold"?  :) 

 Also the 2010s and certainly the 2020s...

Winter nights in the Finnish wilderness.

Smokey Mountains. 

 

Fresh spring snow. Boulder's Flat Irons, Chautauqua Park, Boulder, Co.

Cameron Highlands in Pahang, Malaysia.

 

 Post office locations in the continental USA from 1770-2002.

 

 

Regular readers know I mostly don't watch porn. Sure, I make my own incredibly low quality home video's that I post here...but that's it. However, the clips below...sort of interested me.  

 

What Still Works. :)

 

This pretty much sums it up. I am...inured, with the stupidity of the last 4 years, but am optimistic for the future. In my state of residence, new diagnosis, hospitalizations and deaths from Covid-19 has dropped substantially. Sure, these numbers will rise and fall and fluctuations will occur, but it is a positive development. Obviously other states and nations are not do so well right now, but that will change. And with all the faults and silly nonsense by the Democrat party that exist, at least we have rational adults in the White House and a very slight majority in both halls of Congress. And perhaps some of the far right lunatics will soon be indisposed, incarcerated, or 6 feet under, and I am keeping my fingers crossed.  :) 

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What restores and maintains my faith in humanity? Encounters between humans beings like the one shown in the video below. It is one of the sweetest, most touching, innocent and wholesome things I've ever seen in my whole life. :)  

 

Clearing debt one book at a time, encouraging kids to read more instead of penalizing them for returning books late. What a concept, simple, logical, productive, effective...progressive. 

 

Frozen Birch Tree.

 

There are all sorts of groups, forums, blogs dedicated to how the "right" can't meme. Meaning how lousy the political right is with snark, caustic comments, wit, humor (and of course foreign and domestic policy, integrity, honesty, ethics, and everything else). Here is a good example. Someone trying to mock the agenda of Stephen Colbert and CNN on telling people "how to think" and what to believe. The thing is...Colbert does *not* work for CNN, proving the lack of knowledge of the right...who can't meme.  :) 

 

You, and you alone, get to decide how you define as being a "grownup".  :) 

  

Coming at you...at Warp Speed. 

   

Fuck that!   :)

New paint? I say...is this, new paint on this wall?  

  

What girls really do when hanging out together.  

 

No idea what the hell this is...but its got FemDom overtones...so I fully approve!  :) 

This Post...Has No Title. :)

                                               

Someone e-mailed me with questions about being sexually dominant and also being shy, quiet and introverted. I don't think being dominant, submissive, a switch etc...has anything to do with what was described. Some people are introverts, some people are extroverts, some people sort of tend to switch back and forth, but that doesn't have any bearing on their sexual interests, persuasions or preferences.

 Some people equate being introverted or shy with social anxiety. A lot of anxiety can be from upbringing, it can also be exacerbated by diet, fatigue, medications, daily stress, medical issues, chemical imbalances, obviously for some people it can be due to PTSD and I'm sure there are a myriad of other reasons, and in some cases a combination of many. But if someone wants to...say, for example, tie someone up, beat them with a paddle and then grind on their face...that's not influenced or connected to someones nervousness in public speaking, or maybe having agoraphobia, or just not liking certain social situations. I think people should follow their nature and interests, their desires and fantasies, and they should do what they want, what turns them on, press forward, find a person (or people) that they meld with...and enjoy their life. 

On another level, people do what so many of the rest of us do or have done, meaning overanalyzing things. We live in a messed up repressive society when it comes to anything sexual, more so anything alternative sexually where being thought of as a freak, a pervert, and regret, self-loathing, remorse, guilt and so on are prevalent, based on lies and myths that defy a human beings true nature. No one else can fix whatever happens within your life, relationships, marriage or whatever, but at least try to not beat yourself down for having urges that are totally normal, and seek inner peace with being how you are.  

For myself, without kink, without that passion, the "heat", that spark, that take your breath away feeling...I'd rather just read a book. Yes, regular sex is fine sometimes, rarely, it still exists in my life, but so many people today place more value on "quantity" instead of "quality" so they're missing that crucial component. Having multiple partners or doing some sort of kink related thing daily is not high on my list. Having worthy experiences, memorable ones, fantastic earthquake, fireworks, explosive events, means far more to me than just having a high body count or engaging in anything and everything kink related, as if I have some sort of list to check boxes on. 

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What I Do Not Miss About Fetlife, Kink Forums and Social Media.

Not sure why I thought of this earlier, but, one thing that baffled me when I was still associated with those sorts of sites, was when certain people would endlessly call every post a "wank post". Okay. So even if they were...why would that be bad or wrong? 

I mean, that's what erotica is. It's the point of all salacious stories, porn, everything from Playboy to hardcore skin magazines of yesteryear...the old style Pinup photos, all are/were done to arouse and entice and to get someone off. That's also what some Rom-Coms are, and 50 Shades of Grey, both the books and movies. That's what soft-porn is for, sexual arousal, no matter if its history or fiction, or a combination of both.

 That's what erotic cave drawings, made a gazillion years ago were for. 

It's probable that someone tried to send some sort of erotic message through smoke signals, or on a SOS machine, and maybe (privately) NASA allowed astronauts wives to send them some "wank fodder" when they were on the Apollo missions. The moment the written word was invented, someone wrote out some smut. 

Every type of camera, tintype, daguerreotype, cameras that made slideshows, Polaroids, 8MM, video,  digital cameras, webcams, text message, sexting...you name it and humankind has used it in some way to arouse, get off, beat off, slap off, whack off and whatever other terms one might use. 

So really, someone accusing others of that, makes as much sense as someone saying: 

People only go to restaurants to eat. 

Yeah. And? 

Or saying people only go to the movies to be entertained. 

Yep, that's the point. 

Or accusing someone of going to a sports event because they...like sports. 

It makes no sense, and sort of clues one in on the fact that a person making this claim, simply does not understand forums, sex sites, social media, the Internet, or human sexuality. Far too many people just sit on the sidelines, waiting for others to post something, then attack or critique it and the author, which is one of the reasons I just deleted all social media months or years ago...and don't miss it. For those that post something, somewhere, that have a blog, that initiate conversations or post stories on forums, you are fucking awesome and are doubly so, if you just ignore the trolling trolls who troll for a lack of anything better to do. Now then, anyone can feel free to masturbate while reading this missive I just wrote as it could be, may be, just might be...a wank post, lol.  :) 

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Not sure if anything written above makes any sense. Just sort of babbling. Maybe, just maybe, I should not do blog posts right after... 

Lol. 

Hypochondria is all in your Lazy-Ass Ignorant "Doctors" head. :)

Why would I say this? Hypochondria is described as an abnormal anxiety about one's health, especially with an unwarranted fear that one has a serious disease.

"Doctors" came up with the "diagnosis" hypochondria. Quite a few doctors (meaning nearly all) have an over-inflated opinion of themselves, view themselves as smarter than anyone else, and assume that if "they" can't find something wrong with you, its "obvious" you are faking it, or making it up, or have a mental health issue because there is no way, they, in their egotistical opinion, would ever get something wrong or misdiagnose something. 

 

The human body is complex, and there are in existence rare diseases. Most of them none of us heard of, which is understandable, but what's distressing, is that most doctors haven't either. There seems to be a serious lack of medical, intellectual and scientific curiosity with most doctors in learning about them....meaning its easier for them to just "phone it in". And by "phone it in" I mean a 3 minute exam, and if you're not exsanguinating from some orifice or a bullet hole or a spear wound, they chalk it up as hypochondria and tell you to see a shrink.

Rare Disease Information

 

As an example of this hubris, we have what is/was known as "Female Hysteria". Female hysteria was/is a diagnosis attributed to women...for about 4000 years, Yes, you read that correctly. For roughly 4000 years doctors (in that era nearly 100% male) basically decided that the majority of women's medical problems were related to our vaginas, ovaries, mons pubis, uterus, woo-hoos and other assorted lady parts.  

 

This is Jennifer Brea.  

Jennifer was a PhD student at Harvard University when she became suddenly ill with a high fever and became bedridden. She was initially misdiagnosed with conversion disorder, but eventually was identified as having myalgic encephalomyelitis (ME), also known as chronic fatigue syndrome. Jennifer spent about a decade arguing with doctors who told her she was a drama queen, faking it, making it up, and had a mental health disorder. Eventually, someone using common sense, realized she was legitimately sick, and they tried to figure out how to help her get better. You know, helping patients get better, also known as...doing their fucking jobs. 

Jennifer runs various organizations like Millions Missing and does TED talks about of...millions of missing Americans sitting at home, wasting away, not being productive members of their families or society after being misdiagnosed by golf playing doctors wearing overpriced pretentious "threads" and cruising around in their most unpatriotic German made sports cars.  

 There is a major spike in "new" diseases related to our changing world, pollution, climate change, and our food and medical industry polluting what we eat, drink, breath, ingest, and put on our skin. Things like allergies, things like Mast Cell Activation Syndrome. If one cares to Google MCAS for example, or go to YouTube, you'll find people from all over the world posting videos, studies, webinars, where (in some cases) the vast majority of doctors know less about, than the person posting said video, and I am not exaggerating about this. Seriously, you can learn more from some 20 year old chick who suffers from this on YouTube, then you will from the majority of doctors.  

My point is....advocate for yourself and your loved ones. Do not be afraid to question doctors, to challenge them, to demand a second opinion, to insist on tests, more tests, to fight the insurance industry to pay for them, don't back down to the greedy, profit motivated fuckers, do not assume anyone is paying attention, or keeping accurate information on your charts, or recording results accurately. By doing so you will bruise some doctors egos, you will offend a few, you will piss a few off and some will get pissy and huffy....so what? I've had to threaten a few by promising to throw their own cotton balls at them, and challenge a few to tongue depressors sword fights....just to get them to listen. They'll get over it...or not...but its your life and health, don't let anyone sell you short or do a half-ass exam or brush you off and never, ever, ever, let any doctor tell you its "all in your head", because I can pretty much 100% guarantee you the problem is not in your head...its in theirs.  

The majority of doctors in the USA are just fine, as long as you have a cold, a skinned knee or something simple. Its only when its something rare, and usually more serious, that most doctors suddenly don't seem so bright or motivated. Doctors are just human beings...with a "Honorable Mention" degree certificate hanging on their wall. Some are brilliant, some barely made it through med school based on good rote memorization skills and the ability to pass tests. That does not mean they are all that swift with critical thinking skills, or common sense, or ethics. Keep in mind that Conrad Murray (the guy that killed Micheal Jackson) was a doctor, and Josef Mengele (the sick fuck that did all the disgusting experiments on kids in Nazi Germany) was also a...doctor.  

Note to "Candy Striper":

 You know I'm not talking about you, so calm down and pop a few Ativan.  :)

Note to readers: 

I have a regular reader, a doctor who I call "Candy Striper"...just to harass him. 

At least he says he's a doctor, but maybe he just likes playing "doctor" with his wife.  :)

 

Okay, speaking of health, I'm off to make some homemade Butterscotch Pudding. 

Actually, I'll hold off on the butter.

And I'll hold off on the pudding.

I'll just drink the Scotch and see if I can find...my pants.  :) 

Brought to You By The Letters A.S.S. :)

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As mentioned in my previous post on the topic of home movies...I don't find doing photos or movies to be all that much fun. After a time, it's all the same, they all look the same (witness the 4 below, same damn thing essentially, boring and repetitive) it's just visual images of my naked nudity, which to me is not all that thrilling, all I see is...what I've seen my whole life. I hate editing, hate posing, hate the process, I never know what I've posted before, can't keep track, don't want to keep track, have no desire to keep track, most photos are extracts from video, I hate selfies, hate editing...much prefer writing.  :) 

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The "booty shot" photo below is my "favorite", lol. 

My normal around town, around the house attire.  :)