Cuckolds and submissive males deserve a lifetime of being treated with respect and dignity, all humans do. We all have fantasies and expectations and desires, and yours are not to be discounted based on you being an asslicking cuckold, maybe a fluffer, swilling down thick and gloppy creampies, or choking on her lovers cock.
All human beings have needs, desires and proclivities, and are born of the nature (or nurture) of what we are. Some people are vanilla, some are dominant, some are submissive, some people switch, some are heterosexual, or bisexual, pansexual, asexual, and we are female, male, trans, gender fluid, or whatever label you like.
There is so much of this...I don't even know what to call it...beating down of submissive males, making them feel like they're nothing but a cash dispenser for dominant women, plying on their loneliness and horniness, sort of convincing them that they should be honored to spend one second with a woman, more so with a woman that depicts herself as dominant, swipe that credit card, fuck that. It's a two-way street. An actual dominant woman (meaning a legit one, not just one looking for your wallet) has no greater value than a submissive does. One can not function within any BDSM dynamic, without the other. It's two halves that create a whole. You can't be dominant without a submissive, the same way you can't submit, without a Domme.
Don't settle for second best in your search for a wife, a Domme, and don't sell yourself short. Desperation breeds contempt in most women, and confidence is sexy. No begging, no bribing, show her that you have some respect for yourself, prove you are worthy of her affection, her crop, her attention, her time and emotional energy, and prove that you can provide massages, hugs, oral and anal worship like no other. Sell it and own it, you deserve a worthy companion, just as much as she does. Don't fall for so many of the cheesy stereotyped Internet porn myths. Yes, even though you are a sub, act like an adult, no groveling, act like a man, submissive and as uxorious you may well be, but a man nonetheless. She'll have more respect for you, and you'll maintain self respect as well. Just something to consider. Yea, I know I might sound like a motivational speaker, or a cheerleader, but I'm just expressing an opinion and...I'm not wearing pants. :)