Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Education of a Pro-Dom (Cuckold Humiliation.)

I was asked to don the black leather and chains for Paul but had no idea what to expect. Paul was about 5'7" and quite demure. When I arrived, he pointed out that his wife had left a note for him that I should read. The note came with a picture of her being fucked, doggie style, by a large man...large in every way. The note detailed how she had sucked and fucked this man all afternoon and how much more satisfying he was than Paul. When I got to the end and read, "I left you a treat. You know what to do with it" I was initially a little confused.

I read the letter out loud to Paul and questioned him about this "treat." He directed me to the dresser where a dirty, FULL condom was laying. Shocked, a little repulsed but still not fully understanding, I asked him what she meant by "You know what to do with it?" Paul replied, "What do you think she means?" A million thoughts came to mind but I didn't want to say any of them out loud - too disgusting to even utter - so I raised my voice, accused him of already knowing exactly what it meant and demanded that he tell me. 

He didn't want to say it out loud either but my anger was becoming apparent so he finally spit out, "maybe she wants me to eat what's in the condom?" I screamed, "DOES THAT TURN YOU ON? IS THAT THE ONLY WAY TO GET YOUR TINY LITTLE COCK UP?" Paul nodded with his eyes on the floor. I told him I wouldn't touch it and ordered him to go get the condom and bring it to the bedroom. I told him to use his free hand to drop his pants. He was definitely erect but only about four inches at most. I told him how sick to my stomach I was and that the only way to relieve me was to get "rid" of the filthy load in the condom he was holding. I wouldn't let him even touch his cock.

Instead I made him bring the condom to his lips but, once there, he paused. I would NOT tolerate ANY hesitation. "Suck that down right this fucking second before I leave and never come back." His eyes opened wide and he gasped, "No, you wouldn't really leave with me like this would you?" Without a word, I turned and charged out of the room. I was halfway through the living room when I heard a sad, muffled "Wait, I will do it." I stopped and turned in time to see Paul shuffling out of the
bedroom with his pants around his ankles, condom still held up to his lips and dick leaking on the floor. I said "DO IT THEN DAMNIT!" He gulped hard, tilted his head back and poured the contents into his mouth.

I stopped him before he could drop his hand and demanded "No, every fucking drop. I want that condom perfectly fucking clean, inside out, tongue washed." Only after he had licked it clean inside and out and presented it to me for examination did I finally let him touch his leaking, throbbing
cock. "Make it quick because I am bored as hell,". I insisted he yank it quick. "Now or never! You pulled that coy nonsense for so long that its time for me to leave. You KNEW what she wanted you to do with that condom before I even got here and you LOVE it you sick pervert. I don't have time for this. HARDER! Faster - do it NOW before I walk out the door." I screamed rapid fire behind him, almost breathing down his neck while he shook with relief. I picked up my things and left.

(For clarification purposes....the Domme is not me.)

Elections....Family Business.

My nightmare was.....

Bush 41 for 4 years.
Clinton for 8 years.
Bush 43 for 8 years.
That's 20 years total.

Had Obama not kicked Hillary's butt 8 years ago, it would maybe have gone like this.....
Hillary for 8 years.

And/or...
Jeb for 8 years.
That's 16 years.

The two totals?
36 years.

Then Bush kids or Chelsea Clinton flip back and forth for decades and we could have had a scenario where two families dominated the White House for 50 or even 100 years.
 
I hate political dynasties. :)

Cuckold Humiliation.


About a month ago an old friend (Karina) that I've known for years moved to where I live. She has always known I was a bit 'out there' sexually and we used to e-mail/text back and forth exchanging details, photos etc of our intimate lives.

So now that she has settled in a bit I have been talking to her about 'helping' me with a little humiliation scene involving my husband. While I am bi, and we are both very open minded, she is a little to close for me to ever have sex with. Even though she is smoking hot, a natural competitive body builder on a smaller level so in great shape and very pretty. So while I would never have sex with her, she is very curious about my lifestyle and is eager to be involved on a 'witness' type level.
Anyhow my plan is to go back to the coffee house/restaurant where I meet all potential lovers and were I first met Mike. This place is in a kind of small cluster of shops, little boutiques etc. Most of them are closed by 8:00 pm but the parking lot is all shared so late at night there is always overflow parking scattered everywhere.

I am going to have Karina meet me there one night this week about 9:00pm and have Mike show up at 9:30. I will tell my husband we are going for coffee and dessert and then while enjoying it, Surprise Surprise!!! suddenly Karina will just walk up to our table and be seated. My husband (I call him cocky, small c) will most likely know immediately that something is up.

So over the next few minutes I will explain that Mike is showing up and that I am going to go have sex with him in the van (that's right, in addition to others vehicles, yours truly, Hotwife and all, owns a mini-van with very dark tinted windows). Of course cocky will be humiliated and out on the spot as he will know that I arranged this prior and that will add to his discomfort. The fact that Karina will be there to witness and share in his humiliation will be a bonus.....at least to me. :)

I'll go outside, meeting Mike in the parking lot and get in the van. (This is where it gets good!) I will have intentionally left my purse inside with cocky and Karina but will have taken my cell phone out with me. So I will call Karina's phone, tell her what we have already arranged, which she will then tell cocky. Which is that he needs to dig into my purse and find a condom and bring it out to the van, where he will slide it into the barely open window. See cocky has never really seen Mike up close and I prefer it that way. I only let him watch (thus far) from around the corner if I am fucking my lovers at home. I don't really want him to see up close the face of the guy who fills up the condoms that I leave for cocky to 'deal with'.

So then he will go back inside the restaurant and sit there and have a conversation with Karina about how his wife is being fucked by another guy right now outside in the parking lot. She will of course ask him questions about his feelings,  anxiety, details of our sex life etc. to add further humiliation. :)

Then we will come back to our home and I will make him deal with the condom while I sit on my queening chair and force and grind my well fucked pussy into his face. While nonchalantly discussing with Karina how Mikes cock and balls are so much bigger and how he fucks me better and ask for her comments and suggestions for future dates. :)

{Repost from my old blog.}

Monday, November 7, 2016

Cuckold E-Mail.

Little cocky,
Here are some things about cuckoldry that turn me on the most....
You washing me.
You massaging me.
You tending to my needs/wants/desires.
You giving me oral service.
Going out with other men on dates.
Telling you about a date.
Telling you about a cock I just fucked.
 Bringing you home little "gifts" (as in his used condom).
You cleaning me up. Making you watch or listen to me getting fucked.
Making you wait while on my dates.
I thoroughly enjoy watching you beat away at your little dicky and talking to you while you do it.
I still can smell you, and the lotion you used, and I love it.
In my past experience, when a man offered to give me a massage, it lasted 30 seconds before he had to get to the next part.
No man has been willing to do something until I felt I had enough.
The way you make me feel is indescribable maybe the word is irresistible, or special.
I never felt in charge of my love life until before you.
I feel like after a whole life of not allowing my sexuality to develop, I've finished "coming out". Because with you, it's safe. I love my small-dicked oral submissive cuckold husband. :)

Bull Hunting....

I’ve never been one for typical dating scenes, I like to enjoy a man on my terms. Cuckoldry works well for me, because I have the wonderful attentive man ready to serve and please me, and I have “toys” to play with. I share what’s inside my heart and mind with my love, and share, well, what’s inside with the studs. As I've written in the past, finding the right bull is difficult. One of the times I cuckolded Cocky, the bull was quite comfortable with the scene, and he did have a marvelous erection, and fucked me well, but for a few other reasons I didn’t feel the need to call him back.

One, he stuck his tongue in my ear, and kept trying to do so. This is not the first time a man has done this, and I would like to have a word with whoever encouraged them to start. Sure, there may be a few women out there that enjoy such things, but I for one think it’s awful. Kissing of any kind can turn out that way, if the man is wet and sloppy in his kissing technique, I want no more from him. There is only one part of me that you should give wet kisses to. :)

Two, a few days after our fun encounter, he started sending me messages saying he wanted me to come over and suck his dick. I declined politely. I thought that even if he intends to fuck me, he never made any mention of it. So if I go, and get nothing out of it but a dick in my mouth, I can only blame myself for my sexual frustration.

When you add in the fact that he barely wet the inside of the condom, good-bye. How am I to train my little Cocky how to lick up a superior man’s sperm when there’s no sperm? The tongue in the ear was bad, but easily avoided, but the “give me a blow-job” attitude is not a quality I want in a bull, nor do I want to spend time explaining to them what this is about, and the lack of sperm I can do nothing about.

You wouldn’t believe some of the replies to my ads I get from “wanna-bulls”. One told me he would take off his socks and stuff one in my cuckold’s mouth to keep him quiet. I know some cucks out there do desire such treatment, but I am one for complete female empowerment. In other words, I am the one who humiliates my little Cocky, I am the one who demands things of him, I am the focus and the center of it all. The men will have their pleasure, just from my sharing my body with them. I am not their toy, my bull is a flesh and bone live dildo, and my cuckold is there to love me and please me with his mouth.

So, I went on a very serious quest for a great bull or bulls that I can fuck regularly, and next week, I’m meeting two potentials…..

Ruined Orgasms.


A cuckold with no pleasure is an anxious and very obedient husband. On the one hand this is very beneficial for you. He will endlessly think that "today" is the day that he will be allowed a lovely little orgasm and if he is REALLY lucky, it just might be inside you. He should be so lucky. :)

The other side is that you want to make sure you keep his full attention. If he was forced to go to many days with out an ejaculation he can become listless, or even kind of cranky and difficult.
In some cases punishment may be in order but in others its not fair to him. He deserves a reward for being so loyal and taking care of your needs.

However, one aspect I love about this is his not knowing when he will be allowed a real and true orgasm. I often "ruin" it. This can be done in several ways but the whole idea is that at that crucial moment, when his pleasure level can get no higher, when his balls are contracting and his sperm is at the brink of erupting, you either "stop or pull" away.


If you are masturbating him by hand, right when his ejaculation begins you can either squeeze so hard it stops, or if you have allowed him inside, you climb off or pull away.

I prefer to be on top when doing this but it can work in any position. If on top when he moans and freezes up I simply climb off and let his penis flop back on his stomach. If he is on top or behind (rare) I will squirm out from under him or just pull away.

If its the squeeze method, I will simply grip very hard right beneath the head on his shaft and hold until the "feeling" has gone away.

In either case some sperm will leak out but the "explosion" he is anticipating and is desperate to have will be lost. He may try to grab his penis and stroke it a few last times trying to recapture that feeling but a well placed spank on his balls will stop that.

There is nothing quite like the look on his face when he realizes what is happening. This also can serve another purpose as since he was not allowed to empty his testicles, he is still aroused. I always make sure and put that sexual energy to good use. :)

Reposting the Posts that were Posted.

{Since Goggle unceremoniously deleted my other blogs some time back, but as I had everything backed up, I may repost some of those ranting missives again here.}


Top Signs You May Be A Cuckold.

1) You find fresh flowers and chocolates, that you didn't buy.
2) She develops an interest in ankle bracelets with odd insignias.
3) A regularly deleted computer history.
4) Undeleted computer history with some very odd and telling URLs.
5) You find extra large condoms in your home and you wear a small.
6) You find condoms in your home, you had a vasectomy years ago.
7) You come home to find empty condom wrappers in the trash can.
8) You come home and find used condoms in the trash can.
9) She tells you she's "late" and you had a vasectomy years ago.
10) Bedroom smells like a brothel, you've been denied for months.
11) A sudden increase in "girls night out".
12) Strange phone calls late at night, hang ups when you answer.
13) An odd "wet spot" on your bed. On your side.
14) She showers after "girls nights out", before coming to bed.
15) When making love, its hard to "feel" yourself inside her.
16) You notice odd stains and odors on her panties.
17) Come stains on the couch, bed spread, her hair, or skirt.
18) She comes home and kisses you, expels his come into your mouth.
19) When she sits on your face and his come oozes into your mouth.
20) Last but not least, when she orders you to suck him hard for her, then to assist by inserting his penis inside her.
If you haven't figured it out by now buddy, you are a cuckold. :)

Saturday, November 5, 2016

Penis Pics Reply.

                                             Found online and thought it was amusing. :)



 
 
However, you won't find this online as Amazon censors didn't allow me to load it. 
But, the paperback version can still be found through my links.  :)
 
 

Election Season.

Ah yes.....its nearly election time again and once more we are inundated with flyers, robo-calls, ads, TV commercials, mailings, e-mail spam, it just goes on and on and on. And what also goes on is the dumbing down of America and a scary percent of our voters. Any old story, line, snippet, sound bite is enough to convince some to vote for a particular candidate. So I thought I would find some quotes from people that are smarter than I'll ever be as an example of how things used to be, and of how some people think or used to think. 

“Mark my word, if and when these preachers get control of the [Republican] party, and they're sure trying to do so, it's going to be a terrible damn problem. Frankly, these people frighten me. Politics and governing demand compromise. But these Christians believe they are acting in the name of God, so they can't and won't compromise. I know, I've tried to deal with them.”
~Barry Goldwater

"“As Mankind becomes more liberal, they will be more apt to allow that all those who conduct themselves as worthy members of the community are equally entitled to the protections of civil government. I hope ever to see America among the foremost nations of justice and liberality.”"
 ~George Washington

"There is a cult of ignorance in the Unites States, and there has always been.
 The strain of anti-intellectualism has been a constant thread winding its way
 through our political and cultural life, nurtured by the false notion that
 democracy means that my ignorance is just as good as your knowledge."
 ~ Issac Asimov